iamsomud
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Jul 5, 2008 9:49:03 GMT -5
Post by iamsomud on Jul 5, 2008 9:49:03 GMT -5
Okay, so I don't know if anyone has a poetic side in here, but if you would like to share some self-written poems, or songs, here's the place. ;D
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Jul 5, 2008 15:14:56 GMT -5
Post by Lorinth on Jul 5, 2008 15:14:56 GMT -5
actually not a bad idea... good job for thinking of it.... I got something to throw together somewhere
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Jul 5, 2008 15:23:12 GMT -5
Post by Lorinth on Jul 5, 2008 15:23:12 GMT -5
Sometimes
sometimes you find you love someone, sometimes you find you don't, sometimes you wish you could sleep it away, to wake up to find it the next day
sometimes you dream nightmares, only to keep out the truth and reality, sometimes you try to run, only to run into something new
sometimes you think it's all over, when really its all begun, sometimes people think their life is a breeze, I'd call life more of a storm.
Many people find they hide from the truth, to hide from the true side of humanity, when only your hiding from yourself, don't lie, in the end, it'll be worse,
so we look for the light at the end of a tunnel, to sometimes find it, other times out of grasp, you reach the end and all is easy and fun, but sometimes, fate is not yet done.
Fate continues on and on, fate follows you through the light and the dark, but if somehow you cheat out of fate, it will find you, and you'll learn your mistake,
for sometimes fate can be cruel, but it can be kind as well, but sometimes fate can hurt you, but somethings are done to make you stronger
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Jul 7, 2008 16:22:42 GMT -5
Post by Lorinth on Jul 7, 2008 16:22:42 GMT -5
I never meant it.....
I'm sorry, I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to ruin you, I never meant to bring back painful memories....
I never meant to make you cry, I never meant to have to say goodbye, I never meant to have you hurt, or make you cry alone....
I never meant any pain, I never meant those harsh words, I never knew why I had said them, or even thought of saying them....
I always meant to love you, I always meant to protect you, to care for you to dream about you to have you love me in full heart to never hear me cry to never make you cry to be happy to have your smile on your face never have a disgrace to hold your head high To tell you I love you, with every breath I breathed.
I never wished any harm come to you, I never wished to hurt anyone, but I pray day and night, to hear one more "goodnight" from you,
but you are growing weary of the pain, growing weary of my mistakes, my words my complimets my sorries,
But when all I do is dream of you, Dream of never meeting you, never seeing you, never loving you, never speaking to you, never dreaming of you, I feel more pain,
I look at the sky, and see your name, I hear your voice, I see your smile, your eyes, your hair, your joy, your pain, your anger, your confusion.
and I understand, that this is all my fault, all my own problem, all my consequences....
and sorry is never enough, I don't have words to help, I only pray, that god will again save my day.
But all the while I cry myself to sleep, thinking of life and all I know, all the good things I have, all the bad things too.
But I always realize, that this is my hole I dug, with wet stone walls, and a pit with no light.
But as I reach out, I can never reach you, never see you, touch you smell you hear you I only feel regret,
I feel regret knowing I lead us here, to where we are now, on the brink of crying of pain of worry of doubt but theres always something else,
theres always that person who helps you, who reaches out a hand, pulls you up back into the light, and says "chin high"
But I am strong enough, I am hurt and wounded, but the war has ended, and I am the prisoner....
I sleep in a desolate prison, a prison with no love passion care joy but a prison with hate, pain confusion bad words bad times false promises a prison I am stuck in.
My mind is confused, my heart is broken, my eyes are teary, my body is weary.
But as I go to sleep I fight with my mind, I fight with the lies, the doubt the pain the worry the lack of security my mind knows what I'm afraid of, it is my tormentor,
my mind torments me in so many ways, so many trials, so many lashes, so many bruises.
But I never meant for any of this to happen, never meant to hurt you, never meant those harsh words, never meant my lost heart.
I don't know who I am, but I know who I love, I know that god is watching me, I know my family cares about me.
But I pray night and day, hoping god will save my day, he's all I got to trust, the one I can say anything to,
God loves me, and I know this might be a trial of faith, but satan will not break me, these chains of pain will not hold me,
I'm tired of losing the war, I'm tired of not controlling my life losing friends, worrying about tonight, worrying about tomorrow, I don't want to be in pain, I don't want doubt,
The wierd thing is, in this screwed up reality, is that I am my own enemy, I can't trust myself my mind, my hands, my mouth,
But I can trust my heart, because my heart is the thing that hurts with me, my heart is the thing telling me whats right, my heart tells me that I'm not alone.
I cannot hurt anyone, or lie to anyone, but my mind can, my mouth can, my hands can, but no-one will hurt me,
You may ask why I wrote this long poem, but it's because I have a heart, and I believe everything in me, is why I am in pain,
I did this to myself, but it's my turn to turn this car around and face the light, it will be hard, but I have strength, friends, trust, prayer...
but most of all I am lost, on a desert island with no shore, with no food, nobody,
this is my journey, my story, my life, my poem, my dreams, and I will never be the same, I am different than any of you knew, but at the same time...... you really did know me.
I never meant to hurt you, I never meant to ruin you, I never meant to bring back painful memories, I only meant to love you.....
"Absence makes the heart grow fonder, but missing you just plain hurts."
"look up at the stars tonight, and know I am looking at the same stars."
"You are the one, I want to hold YOUR hand at the altar."
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iamsomud
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Jul 11, 2008 21:57:51 GMT -5
Post by iamsomud on Jul 11, 2008 21:57:51 GMT -5
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He never shows it. Noone does. I pulled up to his house. Fake-father drinking/smoking Trailer park home in the middle of nowhere. He entered the car. father didn't notice. We drove away. He tells me, "it's better now, I'm happy." I hope so. He never shows it.
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iamsomud
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Jul 11, 2008 22:01:41 GMT -5
Post by iamsomud on Jul 11, 2008 22:01:41 GMT -5
Contrast
Field never ending, never dying, thoughts floating through clouds. Joyful smiles find hope in life. Loud music brings smiles. Happiness forever. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dreams stop life, love fades closing in my mind no air. Wicked stares: no hope ever. Nothing plays, bringing death. Sadness forever.
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