Post by thaduke2003 on Jul 3, 2008 14:09:29 GMT -5
Yuck. What a terrible thing to be saddled with. I have it, and have had it for some time now. It's partly a lack of free time (a weak excuse, I know!), and the rest I can't explain. I've had years of mad experience, and tons of crazy ish happening in my life, so it's not a lack of subject matter. A lack of focus, perhaps? I don't know. I'm just tired of it.
I used to write when I was depressed, and took a lot of power and strength from that, which also helped me realize I had no real reason to be depressed- I realized I could take some measure of control of my life, and make choices that set my mood and mode for each and every day.
These days, sure, I feel down, and lonely sometimes, but not like before. I feel love, but not like I did when I was younger (ask me about it sometime, if you really want to know), so maybe it's just a lack of DEPTH of emotion? Who knows- more to come. For now, I must get my beauty sleep. Hopeless, I know, but what the heck
Cheers- Mark W.
I used to write when I was depressed, and took a lot of power and strength from that, which also helped me realize I had no real reason to be depressed- I realized I could take some measure of control of my life, and make choices that set my mood and mode for each and every day.
These days, sure, I feel down, and lonely sometimes, but not like before. I feel love, but not like I did when I was younger (ask me about it sometime, if you really want to know), so maybe it's just a lack of DEPTH of emotion? Who knows- more to come. For now, I must get my beauty sleep. Hopeless, I know, but what the heck
Cheers- Mark W.
